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ALWAYS TOMORROW!!!
(I'm feeling numb)
As I look at the rolling sky in front of my eyes. I feel nothing of the breeze on my skin as it blowes my hair towards the sky. I can feel the rocks falling from beneath my feet as I stand on the edge of the earth, as the waves crash on the rocks below. I hear a voice like nothing else and it's calling my name not the name I was giving at birth but my real name. It is so sweet to my ears as it calls my name, in my mind I want to be free of this pain of this life that I can bear no more. I see them gathering for me I see their lips moving but I can no longer hear them the looks on their face tell it all of this life that's in the way. I scream and I scream, but yet they can not hear me. I look to the voice that is so sweet to my ears and answer. As I feel my foot leave the ground a hand grabbs my body with all it's might I look back to the cliff with tears in my eyes, to a face that is not there. Only a hand holding me tighly in it's grasp. I struggle to free my self but it will not let go as I scream and scream, the hand is pulling me back up the cliff, as I pull with all my might to set my self free. A voice comes to my ears sweeter than the voice that was calling my name. I look threw my tears as we hang over the edge, the hand grips me tighter as it pulls harder up the cliff. I call to the voice, I am dead already this is only a shell this body means nothing so let it go. The voice called to me again, as I stuggle to free my self once again, I hear the sweeter voice once again call my real name. I beg to be free from this shell. I grab the hand that holds my shell once again to set me free. I pull with all my might once again. My mind grasps what is holding me here the claw is tight around my hand is not letting go. My body is pulled back once again and the claw that was holding my hand pulls me close to it's body I hear it's heart and feel it's blood pulsing threw it's veins. As the the crowd walks towards me I tried once again to break free from this body that no longer maters. And once again the claw hold tight. I look at the sky once again and think in my mind.
There is always tomorrow.
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