I wasn't allowed to "date" technically ,until I was 16. But because there was a Catholic University where I lived.. I WAS allowed to attend the dances there..escorted by 'suitable' young men.. in other words..DORKS. I was only in grade 8 ,but was going to these dances with the 'older' boys, grade11, boys. Wow ,was I hot or what... Probably "or what" is my guess.. The dances were ok mainly because  it got me out of the house and away from the unhappiness that was offtimes all to common there.

One weekend I asked my parents if I could ask Billy Walton over ,while I babysat He was SO hot. Tall ,blond wavy hair,wild , AND 18!!!...He did NOT attend the university.. I dont think he even WENT to school very much at all ,thus making him all the MORE hot and  cool.His  brother dated the daughter of my parent's best friends,so I thought I might just pull it off. Plus my parents were unaware of his "reputation" (he was known to have a condom in his wallet.. we did'nt know what that was, but we knew it made him  "special")!  I could not believe my ears when they said "Yes, he seems like a nice young man" ( I told them he was 16... I was 14) The  big night came and I was beside myself with excitement and I must say ,some apprehension..as I had never been alone with a boy before,well NOT an 18 year old one...a REAL one!

He was very polite and wished my parents a good evening, adding "I wont stay late, dont worry" My mother said.. "Ten o'clock at the latest" He agreed. 

The TV was in my parents bedroom ,as the living room was being painted. We went in and turned the tv on and sat upright  at the head of the bed. Soon he had his arm around me.. This is nice, I thought. Then he got closer and tried to kiss me... but he was rough and there was  something in his eyes I didnt like. He persisted, and I said "NO, stop!'" He did'nt and pushed me down on the bed... I yelled "Get off !!Get off!! He persisted and I yelled REALLY loud.. I think it scared him because he stopped, got up, walked to the bedroom door, and looked at me with utter contempt. He said " GOD"!!! "You're nothing but a liitle baby, I should have known.. Just a stupid kid"  I  was incensed!! "No, I'm not "I yelled ,"I'm fourteen"!!!  He smirked.  As he was walking down the hall to the door, he turned around and said in this condescending tone.."I bet you're even a VIRGIN too"!!!..Well, that did it.... " NO, I AM NOT!!!" I YELLED And don't EVER say that AGAIN"!!!

The next day at school I was telling  my friends what happened when I noticed the look of horror on one of their faces.
And a couple started killing themselves laughing" WHAT"? I said... one of them said.. "Do you know WHAT a virgin is?" I replied "NO, but it doesnt sound  too good to ME" When she told me  what it meant, I thought I might actually die right there on the spot. NO such luck.. I had to walk past Billy Walton and his friends every day after school for weeks... Till he was arrested for stealing a car!

I didnt date for quite some time after this... oddly though, I had alot of offers! :)

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