For What Its Worth ... I Guess
Doc says ' I'll show you ten '
I say ' I'll see your ten and raise you five '
Thats how long I was supposed to be alive.
Things aren't so pretty on the inside
Could you survive?
Knowing that this could be the day you died?
But hey, at least I tried....
The things I've seen,
The places I've been,
I could write a book on sins!
Im always loving the - " Hey , remember when? " 's
Cuz that means I tagged a big JACKIE WUZ HERE
somewhere... back then.
A - hey remember when,
you were alive..
I go so hard,
I should be a crime
I remember the day my angels came down,
I sat in the garage,
cold on the ground.
I was alone,
begging not to be found,
by my mother, my son, my friend or my dog.
" PLEASE Dont Take Me NOW! ",
Im good to go on!
I repeated, and repeated, and repeated, till i could breath no more.
The room became still,
pains shooting in my chest,
I begged them to let me stay,
like I knew best.
I looked all around,
I felt them all close
I guess theyre always here, always near,
I'm right by thier door.
They quietly exited center stage, to the right, on thru the ceiling ... one stayed for the night.
But it's ok, I'll be alright.
Sometimes I smell flowers,
sometimes I hear bells,
But I'm fucking crazy- so who the hell cares?
I shouldn't spill secrets as precious as this,
But, lately... selfishly.... I've been pretty pissed,
I feel like they've left me ,
Heaven tried to diss.
They used to follow me,
In every bird, every face, every town,
I've come so close I could'a tried on The Almighty's Crown..... but he knocked me back down.
I drempt one night I was in the atomosphere,
I saw the Earth crystal clear..
You know they say its angelic when in your dreams - you fly,
Its usually in a place you love,
So awesome - you cant help but cry,
but I was in the sky!
Gravity was lost and the pull was so strong,
I tried to swim back,
" I CAN'T BE GONE THAT LONG! " ,
I felt so sad as the Earth slipped away,
' God ' , I thought, - ' Did I die today? '
Weeks, Months later I woke and everything changed.
Well,
My house, my love, and my face were the same,
But everything else,
Just similar,
Almost rearranged..
Now, my tastebuds don't crave sugarcane,
different scars,
different veins,
my feet got bigger,
my son looks strange.
Is this world real?
Did my old one end?
Is this a part of someones Grand Master Plan?
Im REAL SCARED,
but at least I got Angels as friends.....
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