*inhales sharply* 
Well I certainly feel like a complete and utter shit. I'm not sure if I could be more pissed at myself.
Ever get those dreadful knots in your stomach that twist and pull and make you gag? Yup, that's what I'm having.
It's the guilt that is chewing through my skin and gonna leave me so I'm only bones. The guilt is ripping through the patched holes I have.
It wasn't even on purpose. I hurt this person by accident and I pay the consequences.
Though the bitter air may taint the heart of a broken soul...
I will forever be nothing more
Than just a girl no one will look for

And life goes on...but for now I'll just sit in pain.

~Always Truly Insanley Sarisse