Hate
Broken promises,
Unraveled dreams,
A shattered world,
This is what was left after I gave my all.
I gave you my trust,
I gave you my heart,
I left my world in the palm of your hands,
And you crushed me.
I changed my looks,
I stopped being me,
I lost who I was,
All in hopes of making you happy.
I did so with love,
I did so to make you happy,
I did this to make you treat me better,
And I accomplished nothing but my own death.
I took back my life,
I found myself again,
I forced you out of my life,
And yet I still feel lost.
Days, Months, and Years have past,
I have worked hard on rebuilding my life,
But your shadow remains,
And I'm forever scarred from all that was done.
I hate you with an intensity that surpasses all else,
I hate that you have forever marked me,
I hate that I gave you that power,
And because of it I hate myself.
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