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MONDAY, DECEMBER 8, 2008 (4:20 PM)

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have u ever?

(I'm feeling bored)

Have you ever loved someone that much
That you would die for this person?
I have
Have you ever committed the grates sin?
The sin of ruin your own happiness?
I have
I guess he couldn’t handle me
I guess he couldn’t handle the truth
That I loved him so much
That I loved him so deeply
That I would kill myself if he hadn’t shown up.
That I would have continued my life
In the same old pattern
Without anything to live for.
But then he showed up
Out of nowhere
Suddenly my world made sense
Suddenly I knew why I should keep breathing
I told him the truth
I opened my soul like newer before
He couldn’t handle it
He couldn’t take it.
He ran away
Like a cat chased by a dog
Wouldn’t even know the reason.
So now my heart is gone
My soul disappeared
Cause when you love someone that madly
You just can’t go on like nothing happened
Like you never had these feelings
So now I have even fewer things to live for
Fewer things to breathe for
But one thing I have left
Is my tears
The tears that are rolling down my face
Every second
Every minute
Now my friends understand
Understand why I needed their money
But it’s all meaningless now
Why should I leave my home?
My friends
For someone that can’t handle the truth
The truth about my love to him.

I just sit in my bed
Starring out in the air
Without any purpose
Without any goal
My tears are salt
My screams are unheard
Although they try to help
It seems like they can’t
I never felt this pain before
Never felt this feeling of being lost
My life doesn’t make sense anymore
………
I will stop it
I promise
But it’s all because of you
You and your words
And what is a word?
Can you believe in words?
I believed in yours
And I gave me away to you
What did I have in return?
Words that made my cry
Words that made me feel unwanted
Words that made me shiver
Shiver like the first time you said it
Said you loved me.
But guess it was all just one big lie
If you can forget that feeling
Just like that
I guess…
I guess…
I die…

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