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Gender: Female
Age: 89
Sign: Capricorn
City: Los Angeles, CA
State: California
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2009

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i'm listening now.....
i don't want to fight
listen
(sigh)
free. that's it.
i'm pissed cause i'm lonely
we'll be stronger
i'm afraid?
i'm tired
i know i'm effed up
the things i love
after 7 days

February

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2008

MONDAY, APRIL 27, 2009 (1:29 AM)

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i'm pissed cause i'm lonely

i'm looking at a (great) magazine
and everyone is pissing me off
(they actually look great)
i watch tv (and it's really good)
and i want to smash the screen

cause i'm pissed.
and i'm pissed
because i'm lonely

i'm actually not lonely
i have great friends all around me.
but i don't feel any attention (from you)
and it makes me feel a lot of things
(that probably aren't true)

i want to feel remembered
i want to feel special
maybe i actually am
but when i don't
i really don't
and right now
i really don't.

i'm just going to go to bed
nothing is helping.
i can't wait to read my Bible.
i can't wait to turn this stupid song off
and slam my effing computer shut
becuase that's how i get.
that's how i get when i feel this way.
i wish those stupid birds would just shut up.

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