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I'VE BEEN THROUGH THE DESERT ON A HORSE WITH NO NAME
(I'm feeling versimilitude)
Ever get that feeling that you should be doing something but can't think of what it is that you should be doing? That nagging sense of urgency that has you on the verge of hysteria just screaming in your ear to get off your lazy ass and get to it but you'll be damned if you can figure out what the hell it is? Have you ever seen a sentence as long as that last one?
I have been suffering from this feeling of anti-proactivity for a while now and for the life of me I can't figure out what it's all about. I've got a lot of ideas floating through my head lately and I would love more than anything to explore any one of them, but no, that's not it. I know I fed the dogs and the fish, so we're cool there. What the Hell is this feeling all about?
The stress of this has brought me to a simple conclusion that I will share with you all right now.. I.... am an idiot. No, not a brain dead simpleton drinking from a sippy cup and wearing a bib smeared with three day old spittle and mustard, but an idiot just the same for not being able to nail down this hair pulling, frustrating, drop a toaster in the tub and take dip cuz it's making you insane undefineably nagging feeling.
So what is it? My car insurance is paid up - I'm not THAT stupid. Internet is fine, I need more WoW cards for myself and Erica, but there's no urgency there... I know I paid my taxes and I'd be in seriously bad shape if I was just remembering THAT now.
Laundry - check
dishes - loaded and ready to be washed.
I'm caught up on my video viewing, so what the Hell.... oh right... videos... It's been a month since I made a video...
Well crap.
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