This is just for my venting benifit... you dont really have to read it if you dont want to:
Dont get me wrong... i do love my family.. but sometimes i wish i could scream my face off and run away.
my mom and my sister are always fighting and they scream at each other all the time! you know, i am the youngest and i just have to sit there, every day, and listen. My mom makes me feel like crap because she says that my sister and i will be the cause of her death. She always likes to use the things she buys us against us. You know, like, "i buy you all these things and this is how you treat me..." and i just get sick of it. When she yells at my sis, my sis takes her anger out on me, which gets me frustrated so i yell back! Sometimes my sis says really mean things to me.. like how she wishes i were dead, i should go to hell, or something like i hate you and mom.. and stuff like that. Naturally, i, too, get all defensive and say things that i dont mean. But after a while i just get so sick of it.
And then theres my grandparents... i always get the feeling that they like my sis more than they like me. And most of the time, it shows. Like yesterday my grandpa was showing us this movie and he goes to show my sis the cover. i ask if i could see it after, but he just ignores me and puts the video back! And when i go to say thank you, and i DO know i say it loud enough, they act like they didnt hear me at all! And this is just my moms side of the family. with my uncles and cousins, they always center their attention, and conversations, around my sister. I just get so annoyed. i may be in like one or two convos, but thats about it.
So, in the end, i feel like i have no one to talk to. The only people i could talk to would be like a mentor at school, but theres no way i would go through that! and sadly enough, i cant trust my friends either. 
Anyways, i guess im done venting for now....