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It's Been Awhile
(I'm feeling Feeling Better)
I'm still sick with thyroid problems. Getting better but it's going to take time. I took an accidental overdose of my synthoid on June 30. I was half asleep and didn't remember taking the dose! I took an extra dose! I had to stay off of it for about a week and then it has been slow going to get me back on a manageable dose. Last week I was barely able to get out of bed. I went up a few days ago on the dose and now I feel a bit better. I'm still not where I should be. So there is where I have been and what I have been up too. I guess I will learn to leave messages for myself, not take anything half asleep or at least tell someone I have already taken a dose of any med. Now if I have to question that fact I just don't take it. Better safe than sorry.
I am learning a valuable lesson. I just undid 6 years of very hard work on my part, my docs, and I now must put up with what I hoped would be gone for good. Depression, being tired beyond tired, but I will say revisiting all this crap has been enlightening the last day or so. I now know I'm not stupid nor lazy. It's my thyroid and has been all my life. My depression is caused by my thyroid not being normal. I have only 2/3rds of it. The white noise I have in my head that was so loud I used music to drown it out since I was about 13 is directly linked to my thyroid not being "Normal". So there ya have it. I was a dumb arse, took too much meds, made myself sick but learned a very valuable lesson. There are such things as accidents, you can screw yourself worse than anyone and Karma is a real.........kicker sometimes. But hey, I'm still here and I'm still kickin' back. As I get better I'll be back more and my better usual self. Right now I'm not really myself, thought process is hard but all in all I shall return at some point. Y'all take care and I love you guys and gals. Many Blessings to you all, Rose
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