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WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 2, 2009 (6:58 PM)

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Just something that's been on my mind...

(I'm feeling awake)

Today I wrote out what all I would want to do if I live to see tomorrow or next year. Isn't it strange that we have absolutely no say so over our life. I mean we will not know when our life would end unless we are in prison and they give us a definate date, but is it even over then? Do we really live on in our family members, or children if we have any? Do you believe in reincarnation...I failed to realize earlier on that we are not over ourselves. What is holding our fate? We are holding our own fate. Death depends on us to foresee our next step. Are the things that you say are to die for really worth it?

Will you take someone else's life to save your own or another you care deeply about. And if we are all here on this earth aren't we ALL related in some sort of sick way? lol We are all humans although we come in different forms, shapes, sizes, and colors. Have you ever dated outside your race and thought to yourself what if thousands of years ago or even hundreds of years ago we are related in some sort of way. Our lives as we know it are becoming a melting pot slowly but gradually telling us that we all need to stick together. Not only do we need to start taking care of one or another, but just lending a helping hand here and there will help out.

Been thinking about joining the peace corps for a year to see if I like that. I think that I should at least put forth my time and effort into contributing some good deeds while I can in this lifetime. IF not the peace corps I'm going to get involved in things that matters. Starting with my community first we are in need of so many programs for teens, so that they will not venture off into lifestyles that will send them on before their time. I've made mistakes and still are and not perfect by a long shot, but I try to do all I can to help someone out when they need me. Only a selective few that I talk to here on a almost daily basis knows my struggles. Including God above he's the only one that truly knows what the deal is. I'm hoping that as people we will evolve again. The racist issues are almost out the door, and prejudice will always be around as long as we don't see each other as people and not categorize ourselves in groups we will forever have racism and prejudice amongst us. People in their own cultures even hate on themselves, so there will be another billion years before we get to that level of peace and assurance.

Do you believe in higher beings and if not tell me about why or whom lead you to believe that there are GODs or no GOd at all just merely a folkstale? When was the first time you ever called upon a higher power? Have you ever relied on something or someone else other than physical beings here on earth?

Do you believe that we are all born with a special gift, a talent, that is impossible for others to grasp the concepts of doing the task or talent? I dont know. Right now these thoughts and dreams just go through my mind all the time. Questions unanswered forever. No one knows what happened thousands of years ago. Written in scrolls, then books, now printed off computers about this MAN we all call GOD. And the story that lived on for centuries. Do you think someone may have misread some of the passages and or made up some of the stories along the way. What happened to the years of adoloscents not talked about in the Bible or other biblical forms of the word? I asked a preacher once has he ever seen God. He said no, but you feel him in your heart and you can talk to him in your mind. Sometimes I wonder if we are talking to ourselves, or is it really a man standing in the clouds, looking over everything and everyone 24/7 never sleeping. Does he hire angels to watch over us as well, and do he really send angels down to talk to us at times without us knowing?

How do we know if we are talking to a complete stranger or God or one of his angels. Have you ever talked with someone and first off you feel comfortable. You guys have a conversation about a particular matter and all of a sudden they pinpoint everything that is going on in your life and how you should change it or give you advice about what you should do in certain situations. Sometimes they give out a testimony. Say for example if you are in a crowded elevator and it stops. ANd its just you and this janitor. He starts to say hi and you say hi and then form a conversation about elevators. He tells you fifteen mins into the conversation about being stuck in an elevator years ago when he had a heartattack. He claims the doc inside the elevator had done all he could. He says to you he prayed and he saw another being come down and put their hand over his heart. All of a sudden he felt no pain and relaxed. Next thing he knew he was awaken by his wife holding his hand...Do you keep talking to this guy thinking that it was a miracle he survived or do you shrug the story off thinking its a lie.

I believe in miracles, but do you think sometimes they may have blacked out and dreamed that? Or do you believe that the presents of an angel and their prayer actually saved them. I myself believe in GOD. I'm not going to lie. At times I questioned his abilities...but he always showed me his power. Well you guys sleep on that. Get back at me with some comments, answers, and or questions about this blog...

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