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i'm listening now.....
i don't want to fight
listen
(sigh)
free. that's it.
i'm pissed cause i'm lonely
we'll be stronger
i'm afraid?
i'm tired
i know i'm effed up
the things i love
after 7 days

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2008

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 29, 2009 (9:07 AM)

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listen

i need to do more listening.

a lot of the time,
i'm just waiting to talk,
although i'd really like to be
the kind to say hardly a word.
and just listen.

i need be more selfless.

you know,
the kind of person
who's genuinely thinking
of someone else
before themselves.

i need to more meditation.

my inner dialogue
is deafening.
every action has a thought,
and when there's nothing to think about
the bad ones come.
those useless ones.

running off of the subconscious.
running off of the Holy Spirit.
they're one in the same.

i need to do more remembering.

but the things i know
seem too much.
they also seem to good.
isn't that crazy?
i don't want to believe
what i know is real,
what i know is true.
my mind is crazy.
sometimes it tries
to destroy the best things it has in it.

i used to do that.
actually,
i still do that now.
but now,
i'm aware of it,
and i don't want to do it anymore.

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