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Love Stinks!
(I'm feeling crushed)
For nearly 2 years, I have had a crush on a YT'er named Rodney. I have been too shy to do anything about it. After my birthday this year, when I became shockingly old (!!!) all of a sudden, I realized I had better damn well STEP IT UP with him! Sooo, it's a painfully arduous process...he will watch my videos, but leave tiny comments that don't say much, although lately he has not commented at all. I don't know what is going on in his head. I think he is a thoroughly wonderful man, and I would dearly love to have a friendship with him. I wish he would trust me enough to open up, just a tiny bit. It would mean the world to me.
I pride myself on my patience. I will wait for as long as I can stand it. He's worth it. Sometimes there are tiny victories. In the past I have tried to leave him alone. I'll unsub from his channel and focus my energy here on LV. But, I always get pulled back to YT, where many dear friends are, and so of course I decide to pop in on his channel. He'll have a really funny video up, and my heart, which I thought I had hardened to him, will melt all over again.
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