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my life is going nowhere

(I'm feeling worried)

i feel like a loser. im doing very bad in school. worse is i barely even go. so that totally makes me feel even worse about how i do so bad. ive never done anything on my own. so of course i feel like i dont deserve my grades. i know thats part of the reason. ive never done anything on my own. but partly its becuz - i know its probably a pathetic reason - but most of school is physical things. like taking notes doing homework - when its not something that can be done on the computer - doing worksheets and tests or quizzes. its better to me to learn something if i could actually do it. im trying - my mom wouldnt believe that cuz she knows ive never done anything on my own - but i am trying. i feel like even when i do try i will never know how to do it. im not even going to a good college. thats how far ive destroyed my school life. community college is still a college but its not like a university. its like a step to the biggest step of ur life. its not gonna help that i go to college cuz i will never know how to do it. and the worst part is. wat if i want a scholarship. i dont think im even worthy of a scholarship. i dont even have a job. which isnt terrible cuz i dont have to have one. but i should by now. i mean cuz im old enough to. not like it would actually happen now. i want a job though. i wanna do something with my life. but how am i gonna get a job becuz i cant do anything. and there arent really any jobs i can do cuz mostly all jobs are physical

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Posted Oct 23, 09 by Capper2.0
Oh stop it. You can do whatever you want. There's enough technology in this world today to "assist" you in a million ways.

If your body can fire a neuron, a sensor can pick that up and translate that into anything you want. Hell man, they can control robots on Mars! Figure out what you want to do, then find the means to do it. If you need help, then email some nice engineers and ask for some help.

I don't know your particular situation, or how much you can do physically, but I know you're a smart girl - so use that brain of yours.

Email Dean Kamen and see what new medical crap he's building these days. Email NASA and ask them what cool gadgets you can hook up to to use your computer skills better/faster/etc.

Tell me what you'd need to get more physical/mobile/etc. Maybe I can build you something. Who knows, maybe we can come up with an idea to make millions and help others in your situation, I'm up for it, are you?

Capper - Engineer (and cool gadget builder)

Posted Oct 21, 09 by magic.mushroom
do what you can, the rest will take care of itself, let the people who are close to you and who love you do what they will, to do otherwise is to squander the gift you have been given, you are very articulate, maybe a job doing some research or composition will come your way....keep the faith and stop beating up on yourself..because nobody else is....