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Age: 19
Sign: Cancer
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SUNDAY, APRIL 6, 2008 (11:40 AM)

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O thats right...this is who i am..

(I'm feeling depressed)

im a liar..im a player..im a sinner..

mostly a liar...a huge one..

ive lied to all of u...ive got to come clean now..

im dating this guy named troy from a town near me. we've been dating for almost a month and a half now

ive cheated on him already...

he now knows..

that rumor that has been making my life hell...well..it wasnt a rumor...it was tru...it happened...and now because i lied, im getting in huge trouble with the school, my family, everyone. everyone pretty much hates me. i deserve it. ive been lying like crazy. i lied once and then to get out of that lie i lied again. and again. i deserve wutever i get for this.

i wish i could take back everything. i wish i culd have changed what i did.

im sorry i led u on. im sorry i made u believe im such a wonderful person. im not. get away from me when u can. all of u. i deserve it.

ive done some pretty bad things..but this is by far the worst. i keep saying i deserve it. which i do. but at the same time...i dont want it. im still a human being. i still want this to just go away. i want u all to forgive me.

but its not going to happen....

ur pretty dumb to forgive me i think..

is there any salvation here??????

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Posted Apr 30, 08 by Lafwthme2 (

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Hannah, I would never hold it against ya. We have ALL made mistakes and the important thing is if we realize it, apologize for it and then work on becoming a better person because of it. I can tell you are an awesome person. I made a few bad choices at your age. Trust me, everyone has. I don't really know what the main thing is you are talking about, but I'm here if you need a friend. Hugs, Laf

Posted Apr 16, 08 by zwoonizzle
<3
i
love
hannah

even
if
she
sometimes
does
bad
things.

Posted Apr 15, 08 by glad2bhere
Hannah, would it be possible for you to update us on the situation you described in this blog? I'm really anxious to hear if things have quieted down a little. Are you still dating that guy? Still seeing the other guy? Is everyone in your offline life still condemning you for your actions? I'm finding it a little difficult that after you wrote this blog, which was very heart-wrenching, you didn't follow it up with anything. It's been nine days, and I'm kind of on pins and needles about it. You may have communicated with some of your other LV friends privately, but I personally haven't heard a thing. I really care about you, so a few words about your current situation would be greatly appreciated. Thanks, Hannah. xo

Posted Apr 5, 08 by DarkMessiahNF (

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Er.. wait, cuz you lied about having a boyfriend then you're suddenly the bad guy?

I think there's either not enough detail or you're overreacting. O_o

Posted Apr 5, 08 by glad2bhere (

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Hannah, I never believed you were perfect. Who is? Of course I forgive you. I've made plenty of mistakes in my life, and yes, sometimes I tried to hide them afterward. The important thing is that you're coming clean now. That's the first step toward salvation. The fact that you're only human makes me love you more. You know that God forgives you, right? And I expect that your family and friends will come around, too. You are lovable, Hannah. You're just dealing with a lot of guilt right now. I wish you peace, my friend. <333333