Money me money me money me!! I need some mo money! I have got to find me a rich woman or a new hustle! lol. my pockets r like holy and i do mean blessed , because they bless everyone but me. Went to my group meeting tonight and had to pay my fee, the lady told me i owed them 252 I had a 50 in my hand I thought better and gave her another 50. lol. I dont want to owe these people after I am off of parole. now I owe 152 ,but this thursday I will go back up to 232 because I have to pay for my 1on 1 meeting with them. SIGH! OH well I will only be broke for 7 more months .got a phone call from my son to be ex wife and 3 minutes in we started to argue. It was about the dam dog! He has to get shots ........... MONEY! SIGH!

 i NEED SOME FOOT WEAR  i NEED TO SEE MY DAUGHTER I NEED TO BUY GROCERIES..... I need shit toooooooooo!!!!  I live for the next day it always is better . I have noticed that i have very few dreams   that I want ,and i literally have no dreams at night. I havent had a dream in god knows when wonder what that means I do continue to want to buy and sell gold but I dont have the money for that anymore ALL GONE SIGH!! i dont have anything to look forward to i need to meet a new woman leave the ex wife go and stop talking to her when she calls. I am worried about all of these bills .Need new glasses.this shit is funny I must be hysterical..........