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Realising Who My real Friends Are
(I'm feeling busy)
I have mad efriends,lost friends and realise that many of the people who I friended in the past were not my friends ata ll,just people who I repected and followed but didn`t like me,you know,the ones who always get featured and didn`t bother to wish me a happy birthday while I said birthday greeting to them and sometimes did more.I have a group of true friends,not many now,not enough for me to get views or the hits that most people get,but true friends none the less,it makes doing videos a joy,no matter how lame my videos are.I f I had help here to do videos,mainly inproving the quality of my recording,I only used email mode,that is why my videos look fuzzy,can`t figure out how to make my file compressor work properly,each time I try it,it says file is not capable of feeding into my movie maker or something like that.It is bad enough I am not computer literate,my confusion with my mental handicap,trying to make my brain function,it is not that simple.If you knew what it is like to look though my eyes and not being able to do certain things,you would not pick on me about anything I do.
As I see other people beautiful video,it makes me want to delete and move on to other things.I have no inspiration anymore to do video,I saw Argent`s videos and I feel the same way he does about Livevideo now,admins could care less what people say or do,just like youtube.I keep doing video reviews only by force of habit,not because I like doing them anymore,they don`t benefit me,only my "friends" who I introduced new members,became their friends,and abandoned me as a friend,really makes me want to forget i ever met them.
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