To those that were cut from my friend's list today
I find it very unfortunate to have to cut anyone off of my friend's list. In the last week I have gone through so much, and it only has proven to me that life is far to short to be worrying about what friends may be spying for other certain people and I really have no energy or time for it anymore.
I post on LV to enrich the lives of others and myself. I do not post on LV for my life to be tormented by people that seem to enjoy hating on me, and ones that I love. I at one time accepted all friend requests gladly, and then things happened and it just got way out of hand.
I don't really care if people hate me, that is their right. I have done no one wrong on LV, I have expresed my opinions and I have stood up for people I love dearly. If that makes me a bad person, then hate me for it. I'm not bothered.
Some of the people that I deleted today, I know are good people. I do not want to make anyone choose sides, or have to decided whether what I say, or someone else says, is true or not. I do not like people that ride the fence and just stay neutral, when the subject has been so hurtful to me. I really do not have the time in my life to determine whether these fence riders are legit friends, or just information gatherers for others.
There is a lot of behind the scenes talking on this site, so to cut down on the risk of having anything I say blown way out of proportion and turned into utter LIES, I have to take control of my own channel. I do not ask anyone to unsub their friends, or pick me over anyone else, that is NOT who I am. HOWEVER I will not abide by hypocrits that come to me and say 'oh, what an awful thing that was done to you, I'm so sorry that you were hurt' and then turn around and support the ones that did it.
The past week has put muches in perspective for me, and most certainly my life and happiness is NOT determined by how many friends I have on LV. I know the few and dear ones that I have, and I am grateful to God for them. I do not like having to cut good people from my list, but I do not like being tormented simply because I am me. I won't have it.
You may accuse me of GBA, but I really cannot abide by liars or hypocrits. If you could only have walked in my shoes through this deal, then you would understand. I hope and pray you all have a great life, and that you get all of the happiness that you desire. I wish NO ONE ILL WILL! Not even the person that has tried so desperately to bring me and my loved ones down. I just will NOT be in that ring of friends. There is far too many avenues to find things out, and a lot of times people innocently just say things, and then POW! I'm attacked for no reason.
I hope you understand, and if you do not understand, I hope that you can get some peace from it. One person in particular baffles me. You were supposed to be a close friend, and you even said that you had problems of the same nature, yet STILL you follow those people, and STILL you send me friend invites and gifts. I will not accept them, and I'm sorry if that hurts your feelings, but you haven't been in my shoes.
Love and respect to you all...
Bekkah }i{
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