Today Turns Tomorrow
Tomorrow has passed twice since my blog that told of my scary day ahead of me, and how I planned to remain hopeful and faithful, and to trust God would care for all that was before me. I got through that day with such strength that I amazed even myself. And I don't impress me often.
I am not saying the day was easy and that it went how I wanted it to in every way. It was very hard, and very stressful, and very exhausting, both mentally and physically. However, as God promised, He gave me the strength to get through that day, and not only that, but has given me comfort that supersedes all of the exhaustion by muches. So much so, that I am very happy and contented in my spirit.
Did the big scary thing get stopped? No, it went on as I knew it would, leaving much hurt in it's path, however that hurt is not in my spirit, it's not a part of my life. It's seperate from me, as God intended. Not only have I been blessed with comfort in my spirit, but others that I love have been blessed through the scary thing that I faced a few days ago.
I wanted to glorify God, and put my complete trust in Him, and I have, and let me tell you, anyone that doesn't believe there is a God, or doesn't feel that what I have done is by His grace and strength, I sinseriously must disagree. What I accomplished in one day was amazing. But yet still, getting through that day wasn't even the hardest day to get through, it was yesterday.
I purposely waited to write this blog, until the day after the day of the most stress and confusion would be over. I deliberately did not speak of the worst part of it, for it is useless to fret about the future, when it has not happened, and when God keeps us in His grip. So, my today turned into yesterday, and as I sit here writing, I can tell you, I love God for what these past few days have brought, for it has brought me many answers to prayers, and ya just never know what your blessings and miracles are wrapped in.
I am more than okay, today, and though yesterday was hard, by trusting in God, your tomorrow always works out for the good, as He promises to us all.
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