Today is a very big day for me. It is so big, that it could tend to be scary. I won't let it scare me, I embrace what the future holds, and what the future holds is what God has planned for me.

I'm sure some of you have been getting tired of hearing me talk about God, but just the fact that I am happy and hopeful today, one of the hardest days I have had in a long time, it all is because God loves me, and what He promises He fulfills. Without God, I don't know how I would feel today.

This day will not defeat me, but I shall defeat it. No matter the outcome of this day, I know that I am going to be more than just fine. I am going to be wonderfultastic! Facing something so great is a test of one's faith, but God never leaves me. I feel Him always.

The next 24 hours hold so much for me, so many things to face and yet there is very little fear, and what fear I have, is subsided quietly when I thank God for the breath that flows through me. I am going to have the attitude of a warrior and keep strong in the face of adversity. For He that is in me is greater than he that is in the world. Alone I cannot do anything, but by God's grace, I'm pressing through!

Perhaps in the future I will share what today holds, but as for now, I won't give Satan the glory of hearing me complain. It is important to my defeating him. I will only speak of how grateful I am, and how much I am loved, and how happy I am inside despite the woes that life brings me. 

These past weeks have not been easy to stay happy, with the help of God, and the help of my Mom, and my dear Kierri, I am smiling, I am laughing at my problems, and praising God that I can be in His comfort, just as He promises.

I pray that through standing tall and firmly, I will glorify God, and His love will be outpoured onto others, however I may and whenever I can, being an example of how God's love can and DOES change us, and protect our hearts.

Today has no power over me.