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WEDNESDAY, APRIL 16, 2008 (3:52 PM)

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Update on what's happening...

(I'm feeling good)

alright. so. this is what happened.

on the way down to florida...im not gunna get into detail but me and this kid did stuff. well if u didnt kno ive been dating this guy named troy for about a month and a half. and after me and this kid (john) did stuff, we promised not to tell. well..him being a guy (no offense) and a freshman, we got to florida and he tells one of his "trustworthy" friends. his friend tells one person and seeing how my school is because theyre so bad with rumors and wanting to kno everything, everyone finds out in like 15 minutes. ppl start coming to my hotel room asking me about it. i try and cover it up thinking it was just a rumor until i find out that john was telling ppl it was tru. so instantly im pissed. so that night and the next day really sucked when it came to friends and stuff. i mean it was fun cuz we went to universal and stuff but after what everyone heard, they all acted as if i was such a whore and crap and so therefore i got cold shouldered while john was getting highfives. o and the night everyone found out, this girl named amy who has tried making my life hell for years, yet acts like my best friend, messages troy on facebook telling him and so i had to explain everything to him that night till 3am. then the next night, my choir teacher notices im upset. cuz when we went to the mall i was by myself the whole time. i told her there were rumors going around and stuff and she said thats what she heard. but i lied to her and told her a different story then what happened. well...2 hrs later she comes knocking on my door and she leads me to a room with john, her, my band teacher and me cuz we need to chat. they told us to fess up blah blah blah. so we did. welp, we broke a rule. so she called the principal. then they called our parents. after getting yelled at from the teachers, i get yelled at by my parents. and then im up like the whole night bawling my eyes out cuz were gunna get in trouble with the school, my parents. o and we were so lucky we werent sent home because that was the rule was that if u got in trouble ud be sent home on a plane at our expense. but the punishment was that we couldnt perform at sea world, and we had to stay in the hotel. so sunday, everyone went to the beach and stuff and this medieval restaurant, while me and john were seperated and stuck in our hotel rooms. then monday was the day we go to sea world. well that wasnt too bad because they let us go to sea world but we had to sit at a table the whole day while chaperones watched us. yea our punishment was harsh but it could have been worse. and by this time i only really had john as a friend but me and john were only allowed to talk when we were sitting there with chaperones. otherwise we werent allowed to look at each other or talk. then tuesday they went to islands of adventure and me and john had to sit there from 9-2 with a chaperone and then from 2-5:30 they let us go but me and john still couldnt be near each other. so we were lucky there. then they put me on a different bus on the way home.
ok so i get home, my dad was pissed for a couple days, now hes just disappointed. my mom is understanding just wants to help me thru this cuz she knows im going through a rough time. i go back to school and everyone in my town pretty much thinks its old news except for a few and some of mine and johns friends are just joking around about it now. there are some girls that think im a whore and crap but whatever..the girls that call me a whore are girls that have done way worse than i have. and everything has been getting better. i talked to my principal and he said he just wants to move on cuz ppl make mistakes so i wasnt getting in trouble. my parents are a lil more strict on my curfew and stuff now but thats ok i guess.
ik the situation sounds pretty dumb now and it is. im just trying to move on and it was really big deal to me. especially disappointing my family. its hard.
the newest on this is that troy and i broke up 2 days ago, not because of this but because we both need to work on things in our lives right now, and i might get kicked off national honor society.
that right there is one of the hardest things. but its still looking up. i have a meeting with some adults that vote if i should be kicked out or not. the thing is i have my parents, students and teachers that think its BS that they wanna kick me off. ive had a teacher tell me that shes backing me 100% and that if i get kicked off shes writing the board of education a huge letter about how pissed she is lol.
ive learned a lot from this. i wanna thank you all VERY much for being there for me. i realize who my tru friends are and who i should go to. i wouldnt be happy right now without all of u.
im still trying to fix things. but so far its been getting better :) thank you so much for ur prayers.
i hope this explained things so ur not all confused haha. if u have ne more questions just ask!
LOVE YOUUU!!!

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Posted May 5, 08 by Ilavakamehtnod (

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I'm late but I read the whole thing Miss Hannah and life happens positive or negative. I wish u the best for getting through this

Posted Apr 30, 08 by kateybella (

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Girl, I'm sorry this happened. It is crap... I'm actually kind of going thru semi-similar mess right now.... Let me know if you wanna talk... I'm here for you.

Posted Apr 17, 08 by sansha.plague
you should have called corey to drive down there and rescue you

Posted Apr 16, 08 by glad2bhere (

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I really, really appreciate the update, Hannah. I have a much better understanding now of what's been going on with you and where you're at with it all today. It sounds like things have calmed down a lot, and if you can just stay on the honor society, all will be okay again. Congratulations on surviving this! Your school sounds super-strict. I think they mostly just want to save face and assure parents that they see this kind of behavior as unacceptable. I'm sorry you had to bear the brunt of this. Anyway, I'm glad things are looking up for you, because you deserve it! And I'm sure you'll find another boyfriend. You're the best. =) <333333333 Love, Jim

Posted Apr 16, 08 by zwoonizzle
girllll
this shit is bananas

if anyone messes with you, they are messing with me
maybe you should come move to NY and everything will be gooodddd in da hood (because i actualy live in the hood)