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WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 28, 2009 (10:03 AM) Return to jelliejam79's blog
Whole Lotta Nadda..

Its hard to stay focused when theres so much to think about. Tryin to stay grounded, literally. This stress is killin me. A million situations spoon fed thru sensitivity. I tried to have thick skin.  All's I do is huff and puff but i can't blow it outta my mind. 
Each day brings grays. Each grey's gotta name. They dye my crown. I think they're beautiful.  Acceptance is the key - this is how things are...
I triumphed thru life. Tested fate and kissed its cheeks - muah!

Birth gave me a strawberry heart to wear on my shoulder. I decorated the other with a string of flowers. They fade as i get older..  but Im'a plant some more soon. I turned the most bitter berry into the sweetest jam. I like the taste.

Hate me, but I won't let you starve. I got compassion for even the ugliest of things. That's why I wear a black wedding ring. I gave up on my prince. Even though he probally lives. Somewhere in a house with a wife and kids.

I made my legacy, I'm here and now. Is it so hard to dream? Yeah- I gotta keep my head outta the clouds and my feet on the mound. I guess I'll be this ships captain, I'll make sense outta this compass and keep my ship from running aground.


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Posted Oct 29, 09 by jelliejam79
omg -I bless you madly,
sadly as I tie my shoes .... ; (

Posted Oct 29, 09 by jelliejam79
yeah -- ' the silent guns of love will blast the sky ' ah -- B still my BEATING.... ah -- * fans face *

Posted Oct 28, 09 by GregLions
You can hear it here <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKMSgZo9c8s>CYGNET COMMITTEE
(Now you have the lyrics to sing along! :-P)

Posted Oct 28, 09 by GregLions
(finally!) I Want to Live
I Want to Live
I Want to Live

I Want to Live
I Want to Live
I Want to Live

Live
Live
Live

Posted Oct 28, 09 by GregLions
(cont'd) And We Know the Flag of Love is from Above
And We Can Force You to Be Free
And We Can Force You to Believe"

And I close my eyes and tighten up my brain
For I once read a book in which the lovers were slain
For they knew not the words of the Free States' refrain
It said:
"I believe in the Power of Good
I Believe in the State of Love
I Will Fight For the Right to be Right
I Will Kill for the Good of the Fight for the Right to be Right"

And I open my eyes to look around
And I see a child laid slain
on the ground
As a love machine lumbers through desolation rows
Ploughing down man, woman, listening to its command
But not hearing anymore
Not hearing anymore
Just the shrieks from the old rich

And I Want to Believe
In the madness that calls 'Now'
And I want to Believe
That a light's shining through
Somehow

And I Want to Believe
And You Want to Believe
And We Want to Believe
And We Want to Live
Oh, We Want to Live


Posted Oct 28, 09 by GregLions      (  )
cygnet cont'd:
So much has gone
and little is new
And as the sunrise stream
Flickers on me,
My friends talk
Of glory, untold dream, where all is God and God is just a word

"We had a friend, a talking man
Who spoke of many powers that he had
Not of the best of men, but Ours

We used him
We let him use his powers
We let him fill Our needs
Now We are strong

And the road is coming to its end
Now the damned have no time to make amends
No purse of token fortune stands in Our way
The silent guns of love
will blast the sky
We broke the ruptured structure built of age
Our weapons were the tongues of crying rage

Where money stood
We planted seeds of rebirth
And stabbed the backs of fathers
Sons of dirt

Infiltrated business cesspools
Hating through Our sleeves
Yea, and We slit the Catholic throat
Stoned the poor
on slogans such as

'Wish You Could Hear'
'Love Is All We Need'
'Kick Out The Jams'
'Kick Out Your Mother'
'Cut Up Your Friend'
'Screw Up Your Brother or He'll Get You In the End'

An

Posted Oct 28, 09 by GregLions      (  )
Try some David Bowie, here are the lyrics to Cygnet Committee:
(you should really hear it sung though)
I bless you madly,
sadly as I tie my shoes
I love you badly,
Just in time, at times, I guess
Because of you I need to rest
Because it's you
that sets the test

So much has gone
and little is new
And as the sparrow sings
Dawn chorus for
Someone else to hear
The Thinker sits alone growing older
And so bitter

"I gave Them life
I gave Them all
They drained my very soul
...dry
I crushed my heart
to ease Their pains
No thought for me remains there
Nothing can They spare
What of me?
Who praised Their efforts
to be free?
Words of strength and care
and sympathy
I opened doors
that would have blocked Their way
I braved Their cause to guide,
for little pay

I ravaged at my finance just for Those
Those whose claims were steeped in peace, tranquility
Those who said a new world, new ways ever free
Those whose promises stretched in hope and grace for me"

I bless you madly,
sadly as I tie my shoes

Posted Oct 28, 09 by stargazr1976
a profound post. and well said
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